Life is just.. complicated!

Life is just.. complicated!
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Strange sensations.. Oui, celle de n'avoir aucun contrôle sur ma vie. Beaucoup d'ombres autour de moi d'où le fait que je n'arrive plus à respirer. Je veux quitter cet endroit à tout prix. Une sensation étrange, juste un mauvais pressentiment. Je me vois disparaître peu à peu. Je tourne en rond, je suis prise d'un vertige.. Un mal de tête horrible. J'en ai marre que l'on me dise tout ce que je dois faire, je ne suis plus une enfant. Je ne suis pas moi.. .


On tous en nous ce vide que l'on essaye à tout prix de combler. On ne veut pas paraître faibles alors on fait semblant. Quand on nous pose la question « Ça va » on répond que tout va bien alors qu'en fait tout va mal. On rit, on sourit. Tout simplement on fait semblant.. On se construit une sorte de petite bulle en espérant que personnes ne puissent l'éclatée.. Puis on cherche l'amour et l'amitié.. On les trouve pour les perdre ensuite.. On en souffre, un peu, beaucoup cela dépend..



Do you ever feel like breaking down ? Do you ever feel out of place ? Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you.. Do you ever wanna run away ? Do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud no one hears you screaming.. No you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright.. No you don't know what its like to be like me..

To be hurt.. To feel lost to be left out in the dark.. To be kicked when you're down.. You feel like you've been pushed around.. To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you.. No you don't know what its like.. Welcome to my life..

Do you wanna be somebody else ? Are you sick of feeling so left out ? Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over..? Are you stuck inside a world you hate ? Are you sick of everyone around ? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies.. While deep inside your bleeding.. No you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright.. No you don't know what its like to be like me..

To be hurt.. To feel lost to be left out in the dark.. To be kicked when you're down.. You feel like you've been pushed around.. To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you.. No you don't know what its like.. Welcome to my life..

No one ever lied straight to your face.. And no one ever stabbed you in the back.. You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be ok.. Everybody always gave you what you wanted.. Never had to work it was always there.. You don't know what its like, what its like..

To be hurt.. To feel lost to be left out in the dark.. To be kicked when you're down.. You feel like you've been pushed around.. To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you.. No you don't know what its like.. Welcome to my life..

To be hurt.. To feel lost to be left out in the dark.. To be kicked when you're down.. You feel like you've been pushed around.. To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you.. No you don't know what its like.. Welcome to my life..



C'est le Début de la Fin..



# Posté le vendredi 20 juin 2008 16:51

Modifié le mardi 03 novembre 2009 14:57